I could not fathom that I would ever Be without your love
hazel Y 10:02 AM
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Sunday, April 24, 2005
hey there,weather's bad now,it's uber dark and all yupp,it's been a week!so im back ta update! okaye,what happened! pammie;chazelris' pet hamster life partner of hammie,mother of four,died on sunday night :/ got her buried,oh sheesh,may she rest in peace. 1.ARGH!I M BACK TO MY PREV WEIGHT!:/ the one that was what supposedly the "ideal" weight i wanted.but imagine!i was just 90% of my weight last week!:/man,i was just doing alright and cool about this just a few moments ago but i think this whole "im fat!" thing is coming back to me,oh wth.ARGH! 2.sat for a couple of class tests and yay im gonna flunk them! 3.got back to the tracks after my fever and felt so so so uberly weird!felt like im floating! oh yeah 4.jogged a total of 12 km this week,okaye note the "total" word!hahaha i got friends coming to tell me "you jogged 16 km?!" witht the :O:O8O face and all,hello larh,i was trying to say that i jogged a total of 16 km!4km 4 times a week dearies (: 5.had napfa!hahaha sucked terribly,wasnt really bothered with getting a gold or whatever,just wanted a pass in 5 batts and a good A for 2.4 6.ate loadsa real food this week larh,which explains why am i back to my so called "ideal" weight 7.my period's not here yet!ah!but i've started pmsing somehow! 8.came in 2nd for my 2.4km.was a lil disappointed with myself tho,cus i didnt even see the number 1 girl,which meant that number 1 and number2's timing was kinda far apart? 9.dad turned 51 years old! 10.ate deer meat for the first time!it tastes like chicken! 11.dad baked wholemeal bread and muffins earlier this morn!and he made me taster of the day!:/ mann,i swear i binged so much!:/ARGH! 12.some idiot stole my towel!went jogging this morn at stadium and when i was done,i couldnt find my towel!ARGH! 13.realised that cranberries solves constipation big time!: D 14.decided that im gonna run a 6km later!since i gained weight!:/
oh,and on the 19th? it was a special day!: D it's been one year since me and chris' first meeting! oh what memories(:
REPLIES!(oh lord,12?!) TOI! HAHAHA,I WANNA BE ONE MORE KG LIGHTER!
ADELINE! hello!yes good news!I SHITTED EVERYTHING OUT MANN! all thanks to the cranberries i ate!:D hahaha,2.4 was okaye!: D and my dad claims that those uncles i met are buayas!hahaha.oh wth and mann!i so wish im sick again!then i can like lose a kg or so in just on night!
PASSER i bought mine at Hula & Co.(:
PRISS! hey!how's the water diet coming along? hahaha yes!no more training! :D and you can fit into the skirt one larh!u think i so skinny meh!ya made the skirt sound like it was some micro min small skirt that ya cant fit in like that.hahaha love!
JULS! hahah CRANBERRIES! thanks for making tution this week fun once again!: D and im eating real food please! hahaha
JOANNA! im here (:
refer to number 4 please!
AMELIA! hahaha misunderstood it!look at number 4 up there please! (: cya tmr!
XJIE! you know what,ya sounded so sacaristic when ya said"i would gladly invite you to the track team now for your awesome stamina..." hahaha like okaye... oh wells! you have abs hello! i have flabs!
RELL! yahh,all the discussions! oh wells,guess im missing out everything! nah,aint gonna ask ya anything,cant be bothered to. love(:
VAL! haha what's so shocking! so worries!im gaining weight!
hazel Y 2:44 PM
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Sunday, April 17, 2005
am currently listening to Dido's Here With me went ta doc's this morning,cus im having a fever.doc said it's some tonsil inflammation.mann the fever's real crazy,it keeps going up and down and at ard 1 plus this morn it was 39.1! and yay!im given a mc!hopefully the fever will come back tonight or something so i dont hafta go school tmr!:D:D:D:D but sheesh,i havent been able ta jog for two days already!:/ feel so fat already.oh wells
okaye,a couple of things that happened to me 1.i lost yet another kilogram!:D am like actually below my target now.yay 2.still on my fruits diet!:D jogged 16km! 3.had some real food!(apple pie and pizza!) 4.went shopping!:D bought a hollister skirt and some star earrings at wisma! 5.some uncles talked to me in the stadium!hahah,they said that my stamina very good and all and one even told me he timed me!:/and he even knew i jogged 10 rounds. hahaha like okaye...then they told me to tell my dad to come ta stadium ta excerise so that there'll be an addition to the "uncle team" there.hahaha wth 6.got hooked on JACOB'S WHEAT BISCUITS! 7.met baby after a week!:D:D:D:D 8.had freaking lousy chinese oral yesterday,i couldnt really think properly at the conversation part cus of my fever and all!i hope yu dong will take some pity on me and pass me! 9.shivered the shit outta me during church service! 10.went shu's housewarming party last night!binged a little!AH! with all the chocolate and cheese cake and all.man! 11.okaye this was supposed to be like number 8? but yeah.realised that my tutor's a great nutrisonist!she told me stuff like howta lose weight and all!hahaha.so cool!
sheesh,i cant believe exams are so near now!like im left with 1 week? damn!i need to have my zen micro/ipod! alright,its 10 am already,off ta catch home away!
REPLIES! RELL! HELLO!SAW YA YESTERDAY!:D YESTERDAE WAS SO CONFUSING!WITH ALL THE LITTLE "DISCUSSIONS" HERE AND THERE.HAHAA AND PS.I LOVE YOUR EARRINGS LEH!HAHAHA (:
PRISS LAMB! HEY!THANKS FOR ACC ME TO TOWN TA GET MY SKIRT YEAH! (: CYA TMR! YIKES!STINKY TRAINING!
ADELINE! HAHAHA YOU AND YOUR NONSENSE LARH
JULS! IM EATINGG! HAHAHA TUTION WAS FUN!
hazel Y 9:44 AM
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Saturday, April 09, 2005
am currently listening to Garbage's I Think Im Paranoid today's a special special day!: D it's chazelris' ninth month versary! i wnna tell my one and only!Mr Christopher Michael Lim Kai Liang that i heart you loads! look how far we came darling,im so glad that we're still together? despite all the wild or petty quarells we have between each other,and all the boring conversations and lack of ideas on where ta go and all the "why are you showing me the :/ face!"and although ya can get real annoying sometimes when you keep sighing and saying dunt knows and choosing soccer instead of meeting me,i still love you darling!and thank you for loving me in return even though i know sometimes i can really be a freaking bitch with all the irritated tones and petty shit from me? -hugs chazelris always okaye? xoxo alright,these week's been real irritating for me!I ACTUALLY ATE NORMAL FOOD I TELL YOU:/ dunt know if i should be happy or sad but yeah,i actually got some taste of more real food this week.oh lord what happened to me this week( the real food series) 1.went shoe shopping with my love on saturday! and OH LORD!REAL FOOD NUMBER #1:IKEA'S MEATBALLS!i ate five i tell you :O and REAL FOOD #2: TUTU KUEH! how come i didnt know such wonderful thing existed! 2.I ACTUALLY CRAVED FOR TAU SAR PAU!AND YES!I ATE ATE ATE ATE REAL FOOD NUMBER #3:TAU SAR PAU!oh lord. 3.I ATE REAL FOOD NUMBER #4: CRADBERRY CHOCS AT SHUANNE'S!AH! 4.I ATE REAL FOOD NUMBER #5:OTAH BREAD AGAIN! 5.MUFFIN!!!!!OH MY GOSH! REAL FOOD NUMBER #6!
sheesh,i wanna cry already and i jogged only like 12km so far!:/ bleah!i think i need ta jog like a 16km to burn all that freaking calories i've consumbed the past week!
okaye,other events that happened 1.our dearly beloved Pope John Paul 2 passed on :/ 2.HAD FREAKING SUCKY PTM on monday!:/ 3.jogged only on tuesday,friday and saturday and will be on sunday!:/ 4.got caught by laoshi for copying ting se.hahaha! 5.I REACHED MY GOAL!__ KG!:D but i think i put on 500 grams by now :/:/:/:/:/:/ 6.still kinda fruit crazy,but getting tausarpau crazy SHEESH! 7.realised how poor my family is when i gotta see MISS NEO SHUANNE'S HOUSE.I TELL YOU IT'S SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HUGE!I AM SO JEALOUS!IT'S REALLY DAMN BIG WITH THE POOL THERE AND TWO CARS AND TWO MAIDS AND ALL AND THEATRE HERE AND THERE AND BATHROOMS THAT ARE OF MY ROOM SIZE ! BOO! RICH GIRLS:/ 8.had boring swim meet! 9.went out with ms bestfriend finally!:D
i think i'll be going jogging twice tmr!one in the morn and evening!cus dad will be making PIZZA REAL FOOD NUMBER #7!:0 tmr!boohoo! 8 km here i come!
REPLIES! MS BESFRIEND! HELLO!im so glad we actually went out on friday!(: AND!HELLO PLEASE,IM NOT ANOREXIC!LOOK AT WHAT I ATE MAN!:/ AND YES!I AM EATING MORE NOW!AH!
CRISTABELLE! HAHAHA!WTH LARH? IM PRETTIER CAN!
PRISS! HOW'S YA SEXY VOICE COMING ALONG? HAHAHA MY SICK LAMB!CYA ON MONDAY!TRAINING!DREADS! LOVE!
RELL! HELLO!YES YES!GRAPES!HUGE LONG ONES!:D AND YES!JES LOOK MANN!IM EATING MORE NOW!:/ DAMN SADDENING! LOVE YA SLACKER!
XJIE! aARHH!I AM EATING MORE!:/ DAMN SAD CAN! HAHA what larh have big boobs for what!:P
hazel Y 9:13 PM
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Saturday, April 02, 2005
hello!it's the weekends already so i've decided to do my weekly update! it's raining now and im currently listening to a uber old song-suede's Beautiful Ones :D:D:D:D:D:D and i cant believe im actually feeling hungry :/
okaye,a couple of things that happened to me this week! 1.hahaha!I LOST WEIGHT!:D am just 1 kilogram away from my goal!:D 2.survived the whole week on raisin bread and fruits (i actually took the effort and went grocery shopping on my own hahaha) 3.realised that four leaves bakery rocks!their raisin bread tastes so good! 4.rounds increased!so far i jogged about 13.6-14 km this whole week 5.new addition to my fruitscraze!-green grapes!yum! 6.am taking baby's "msging me less" thingy good and slow!:D 7.had real life experience of lallang friends 8.did a good deed and returned extra change of 5 bucks back to the guy at serangoon mrt station 9.had comments that im pale (wth!) and suggestions from big bird gang that "it's time to eat some red meat" and stuff like "you're so thin now", and things like "i prefer the chubbier(spell?) you" really? 10.had a taste of bliss yesterday-i ate otah bread!my first "real" food in weeks!hahhahaa but after that it sorta triggered me ta run non-stop for 10 rounds 11.i've started peeling!:/ 12.after seeing baby in his uniform i've decided i wanna go acjc!:D their uniform rocks!ahaha and the company supplying them the unis have sucha unique name!hahhaha bibi baba hahahhaaa! 13.had difficulty differentiating(spell?) pammie from the babies hahaha cus the babies grew and all and pammie shrank 14.my boobs are disappearing cus of my dieting sheesh! 15.grandma was admitted to hosp cus she was having low blood pressure and doc even said that if she was admitted any later she'll have a stroke!oh lord 16.pope's gravely ill!blah!
will be going ta queensway later with baby!that silly one have ta get his soccerboots urgently haha,oh wells!oh!and i had a terrible weird dream just now.i dreamt that me and marilyn were reduced to only in freaking black tights with bandanas ard our forehead and we were takign part in some hahahahaomgfreakinglame boxing competition!:/ gosg,and our outfits were so revealing and all and plus sylvester sim was our classmate! EEEW!
goodbye!happy late april's fool day!
REPLIES! PRISS! hello lamb!havent been talking to you much! anyways,hahaha fashion fest was at like taka is it?oh wells!hope ya have fun tonight at avril's concert with ally!update me more with all the whatever insight info ya have alright? love you!
RELL! hello girl!jes saw you yesterday!(: and hello!who's the real full time slacker arh!you okaye! and hmm me and chris stopped quarelling already! (: love you silly!
BABY! HAHAH on gosh,ya so silly!the focus on "him" thingy isnt you darling,it's her ex! -hugs and i've always been focusing on you love and will always do(:
XJIE! hahah hello!im peeling already too! :/ not itchy tho!(: i cant stop my dieting yet! am 1 kg away from my goal! hahahha shelia's talking nonsense!
JOANNA! BESTFRIEND!BLAME IT ON YOUR HAND FOOD CHICKEN SHIT DISEASE!:/
KIM! hahah yes lah,you're nice larh hahaha silly but i got wave and smile back okaye! love you!cya ard in school!
hazel Y 10:18 AM
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